These will be the confessions of a fan-girl, I need to speak them out loud, it's becoming unbearing for me...
First of all, I have to say: I'm not a drug or alcohol addicted. I'm simply Metallica addict. I didn't listen to them very much, just a couple of songs ("All Nightmare Long" and "St.Anger").
You're right if you say: "Hey, weren't you a metal fan? So, you are not a fan if you don't listen to Metallica!"
You should probably tease me when you discover HOW I got into Metallica: by playing XBox 360's "Guitar Hero Metallica". Quite depressing, isn't it? XD
It's a nice game, I have to say, but I'm good only in easy mode: c'mon, this is ridiculous!
By the way, I was wondering: is it possible to fall in love with songs which have no apparent meaning? Yeah, it is, trust me.
But my problem ('cause it IS a problem and I have to face this fact) is...I love those songs because the bassist Rob Trujillo is seen in the relevant videos! I mean...no! No way! I should be out of my mind, to fall in love with Metallica...just because of the bassist!
Should he's been a good-looking guy, I would have understood myself, but...have you ever seen him?! If you have...well, you can understand how serious my problem is! If you haven't...just look for a couple of pictures of him and you'll join the first group of people.
I REALLY need help and advices: am I out of my mind? Am I ridiculous? (Yes, I am!)
It's impossible, I can't do anything without thinking about him...I can't listen to "Sad But True" and give birth to the dirtiest thoughts human beings are capable of...I can't say things such as "Rob Trujillo makes sex, when he plays the bass!" (though it seems so)...I'm not younger any more! I'm 23 and happily engaged! I seriously need help...
OK, sorry for this bunch of s**t, but I needed to give vent to my feelings...